I love you, always forever

I wonder if I will ever find my true love.  I've found a few that make it a little easier to love me.. I understand that.  I accept each "failure" for what it was and what I learned from it.  Maybe I found someone who I was able to love completelt and wholeheartedly.  More than I loved myself.. maybe once... But even then it doesn't matter because they didn't return that.  Maybe I didn't let them, maybe it wasn't meant to be.. either way I haven't found that true love.  I see it in movies and on the television and every now and then even in life, from a distance.  Would I know it if I came across it? have I already passed it up because I didn't know what it was? Am I just so completely ruined and broken that I am the one person on planet that doesn't have a perfect match? Is he out there?? Is anyone even listening..