Sometimes you win

I woke up in a really good mood today. I got everything done around the house and got the car cleaned out and stuff taken to storage. I even made plans I fully intended to keep and got ready for the day. Things changed quickly when my plans got cancelled and I found myself all dressed up with nowhere to go. I decided to take a nap and it ended up being one of those naps that zap you. You know the kind the ones where you wake up with a crazy headache and more tired than you were before. Maybe you don't know the kind, maybe it only happens to me... Either way I decided to take a bath to get my groove back and it worked. I made dinner but I have no idea where dad is. I tried to call and he didn't answer. The moral of the story is that I didn't let anything get me down. I'm excited to see Sydney tomorrow and work on my relationships with my friends, my dad and God. I need to move forward from all of the things I've been writing about. If they don't want me or they want to pull away or distance themselves, that's their choice and can only be for the better of both our lives. I need to know my worth and focus on myself and my kiddo. I usually don't write this way here but I needed to claim this for myself. I needed to put it out into the universe. I need to keep going.