I want crazy.. 2

I was thinking about the name thing. I am certain that I don't want to put his real name here. Not that I think anyone reads what I write but in the even that someone does I don't want to put his business out there like that. And most anyone who I would feel comfortable with sharing names with would already know. We've called him a lot of things over the years when we were speaking our girl code on the patio but only 2 have really had much significance. My best friend used to call him Zucco. The idea came from Grease, she believed he was my Danny Zucco. The bad boy who saw the wholesome(yeah because thats me) girl from a distance and while he wanted her he knew she didn't fit his lifestyle. He was my bad boy. I was simple and "preppy" he was covered in tattos and "rough". He was outspoken and outgoing in all directions and venues, a true artist. I was not quite ready to jump into things that didn't make me comfortable and struggling to find the art in my life. He was the Danny to my Sandy.. my friend and I both knew I would be willing to check into my "bad" side if it would get his attention. That lasted a long time. But there was one name that has stuck throughout the entire 6 years. He's my ginger. I would use that all the time and here recently someone else refered to him this way. He used to always joke that being ginger he didn't have a soul. I always knew I'd be willing to share my soul with him.. if it would make him happy. He once was and will always be my ginger. But there really isn't a way to use either of those names in the course of the story... I'm still not even sure I want to tell the story.. We aren't really as different as I once believed. We cry.. we hurt.. we refuse to fail.. we commit with our whole hearts.. we care too much about those we honestly care about.. and probably too little about ourselves. We are both broken and flawed. Neither of us feel the need to be fixed and both of us know that if that's even possible it will come from within. No matter what you call him..My feelings are the same. I will always love every broken part of him with every broken part of me. My ginger Danny Zucco..