you wouldn't even recognize me anymore..not that you knew me back then

You dont even know who I am. You're not even remotely concerned with finding out. You know enough for your agenda. You know what buttons to press to get the best result for you. I guess that's human nature. I want to be more,I want to be something, anything at all that could be made relevant. I feel defeated and stagnant. Being a convenience is starting to be very inconvenient.